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The Political Captivity of the Church

Since I have identified myself as a liberal, though I have to say a very moderate and even conservative liberal, I figure I should go ahead and continue to dig my grave with my conservative brethren, as well as those to the left of me.  Since I am a liberal conservative or conservative liberal I am in the uncomfortable middle in a society that has become deeply polarized.  I think that I am a passionate moderate, though to the extreme right I might be a raving liberal, and the far left a intolerant conservative. I think that the former is more likely.  My goal in life is to get along, find common ground among disparate groups and care for God’s people.  Despite the rancor on the extremes I think that there are more people out there like me than not. My belief is that voices like ours are drowned out by drumbeat of competing demagogues on the far right and the far left.  Since I am a priest my focus will be on the dangers that I see in the current climate and the captivity that churches have unwittingly placed themselves in making political alliances.

Early in his “Reforming” days the young Martin Luther wrote a book entitled “The Babylonian Captivity of the Church.” It was a severe critique of abuses in the Roman Catholic Church of his era.  I think churches today have become captive to to various political parties, social and economic theories, movements and ideas.  These are not necessarily Christian even though any churches have “baptized” them so to speak.

On the left a lot of churches have embraced social reform, the civil rights movement, women’s liberation as well as left leaning and even socialistic economic models and a demonstrated preference for the Democratic Party.   On the right conservative churches beginning in the 1970s in reaction to the social revolutions of the 1960s moved almost lock, stock and barrel to the Republican Party.  Ronald Reagan was the primary reason for this move as he enunciated a philosophy of limited government, military preparedness and the sanctity of life in at least in what he said. Other conservative politicians solidified that relationship in the 1990s during the presidency of Bill Clinton. Those on the left did the same during the presidency of George W. Bush.

I am not going to cast dispersion on the motives of wither liberal and conservative churches as they made these political alliances.  Far be it, the activity of churches has been an important part of American life and has contributed to many advances in our society including the civil rights movement, which could not have succeeded without the efforts of the Reverend Martin Luther King Jr. and many other clergymen and women, from across the denominational and racial spectrum.

At the same time I am noticing a trend by by many clergy and laity of both liberal and conservative churches to be uncritical in their relationships with political parties. In my view this has emasculated the witness of the church.  I have experienced this on both the left and the right. When I was a kid my dad, a career Navy Chief Petty Officer was serving in Vietnam. New to the area we went to a church of the denomination that my parents had grown up in and in which I had been baptized.  This was a mainline Protestant Church, the name I will not mention because it is irrelevant to the discussion.  The minister constantly preached against the war and I had a Sunday School teacher tell me that my dad was a “baby killer.”  If it had not been for the Roman Catholic chaplain at the little Navy base in town who showed my family the love of God when that happened, caring for our Protestant family without trying to make us Catholic I would have probably never reconciled with the church.  I trace my vocation as a priest and chaplain to that man. Since I have spent more of my life in conservative churches in the days since I have seen a growing and ever more strident move to the political right in conservative churches.  I think this has less to do with the actual churches but the influence of conservative talk radio,  I often hear my fellow Christians on the right talk more vociferously about free markets capitalism, the war on terror and justifying the other conservative causes which are general less than central to the faith.  When I have challenged conservative Christian friends on what I think are inconsistencies I have in some cases been attacked and pretty nastily if I might add.

My view is that Christians on both the right have lost any prophetic voice in their respective political parties.  They have become special interest groups who compete with other special interest groups,  which politicians of both parties treat as their loyal servants.  This is what I mean by captivity.  I think that the church has to be able to speak her mind and be a witness of the redemption and reconciliation message of the Gospel and hold politicians, political parties and other power structures accountable for their treatment of the least, the lost and the lonely; caring for those that to those who seek to maintain political and economic control, merely numbers.  The church has to maintain her independence or lose submit to slavery.  There are many examples we can look to in this, William Wilberforce, Martin Luther King Jr, Dietrich Bonhoeffer and Martin Niemoller to name just a few.  These men were not apolitical, but they were both prophetic and redemptive.  May we as Christians and other people of faith seek to embody this witness in our divided and dangerous world.  Peace to all God’s people. Steve+

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Right Wing Intolerance

Disclaimer: Just because I am talking about Right Wing intolerance does not mean that I think the politcial left is immune from such behavior, nor do I believe that all liberals are tolerant. I recognize that there are Left Wing groups and individuals as intolerant as those on the right.  I am after all fair and balanced.

Today something totally weird happened to me on Facebook,  I made a throw away question and response on a friend’s likewise throw away comment.  Some guy who was a friend of a friend of my friend on my friend’s Facebook  friends list jumped my ass.  He was brutal, called me stupid, a douche bag, idiot and several other things after I said that I was a “liberal.”  He made derogatory comments concerning my intelligence and listening skills and when I made the comment that he had set off a severe PTSD reaction (I was trembling so badly that I had to take an anti-anxiety medicine to calm down) he made repeated derogatory comments about my condition and medication even saying that “too bad there is no medication for stupidity.” This young man did not know me from Adam yet he ripped into me assaulting my character, intelligence, and mental stability. This kid was ruthless, but he had learned well. He sounded just like Sean Hannity, Rush Limbaugh and Michael Savage.  The young man blamed the whole incident on me and commented “that people like me start wars.” I have no thirst for war after Iraq, but evidently this young man thinks that I am a war monger. Of course I didn’t make anything better when in the midst of my PTSD defense reaction I called him an asshole, but he was an arrogant young ass.  My friend, who has known me for years dropped this young man from his friends list. Afterward this young man sent me a personal message blaming me for getting dropped from my friend’s friend list.  I had apologized to my friend for breaking the decorum of his post by calling the young man an asshole, but I never suggested removing him as I did not know his relationship to my friend.

This young man unfortunately represents many who spend three to six hours a day or more listening to conservative talk radio.  I used to do so myself, but had to give it up after my time in Iraq when I realized that many of these commentators had no earthly clue about what was going on over there.  I also realized that in order for them to keep up ratings and make money and stay on the air that they have to keep people continuously spun up and agitated.  If someone listens to that kind of message, regardless of the ideology espoused by the commentator, one will be spun up and agitated, ready to go to war with anyone who does not think that way.

When someone on Facebook sends you a message you can view their page.  This young man claimed to be a Christian with his political views listed as “Anti-Democrat.”  However, the Christian faith is about reconciliation. This young man has obviously been listening to more conservative talk radio than wrestling with Scripture or Christian belief. I hate to say it but the philosophic and scientific foundation of Capitalism is that of Charles Darwin and the survival of the fittest. It is pure and simple social Darwinism. Sorry that is not Christian, but my brothers on the political right often see at as something intrinsic to the Christian faith, when in fact it has been condemned by Popes.

I had another young man a few months ago who is an active duty officer in the military drop me from his friends list after I suggested he be careful in being too vocal about his political views.  Active duty officers may vote, we may support political candidates, but we always, even when the President is different from our Party treat him with the respect and deference that the office and our oath demands.  When I see right wing news sites like World Net Daily encourage military men to disobey lawful orders I am troubled.  Those who encourage young men and women to disobey orders in a combat zone will abandon them once they have done so and been punished under the UCMJ.  Then they will move on to another topic leaving the men who risked all for what these people encouraged them to do sit in jail, or are discharged;  be it a Other Than Honorable, Bad Conduct or Dishonorable discharge. The right wing groups will raise money keep people spun up, but leave these men and women hung out to dry when they are finished with them.  Such action by supposed “Christian” conservatives is unconscionable, immoral and in fact unchristian.

I can definitely say that I used to be a conservative, back in the days that it wasn’t popular after Nixon left office. Bill Buckley, George Will and Ronald Reagan were my political mentors.  They were men of principle, gentlemen and though they disagreed with their opponents on the political left never made ad homonym personal attacks.  They remained friends with their opponents on the other side of the aisle.  I do still have some conservative leanings, I am pro-life but think based on what I see in medicine that there are some definite “gray” areas.  I was appalled at the Vatican’s decision to excommunicate the mother and doctors of a 9 year old girl who had become pregnant with twins by her stepfather.  The girl was discovered to be pregnant when she got sick and was about to die at about the 4th month of the pregnancy.  The mother and doctors rightfully decided to save the child’s life which had been endangered by the criminal actions of the step father, who by the way was NOT excommunicated, the Brazilian government is prosecuting that horrible excuse of a man.  When I see this action on the part of a church, any church I am appalled.  I cannot see Jesus doing this to anyone, especially the people who elected to save the life of a child.  Those who know anything about medicine know that at 16 weeks with a mother in extremis that any babies born will not be viable and will die anyway while at the same time likely killing the nine year old.  Does this make me pro-abortion?  I don’t think so, but evidently the Vatican does.

I left the Republican Party last year.  It was hard.  I had been a Republican since I was 16 years old.  I worked for Gerald Ford’s campaign before I could vote.  I cheered for Ronald Reagan, voted for George Bush. Had many issueswith Bill Clinton, but was troubled by actions of people rising to power in the Republican Party. I voted reluctantly for George W. Bush and wish that the Democrats had run someone other than John Kerry in 2004.  I became critical of the Bush administration for many things which I will not go into here, but they are subjects often targeted by Libertarians and by those that some in the Republican Party refer to as “Paleoconservatives .”  One of my chief complaints about the “Christian” right is that it looks to me that its leadership is simply an appendage of the Republican Party.  I wonder if back in the 1976-1980 time frame had Christian leaders across the board ensured that they were represented inboth political parties if the Democrat Party would have gone as far left as it did.  I also wonder if this would have kept both parties honest in dealing with social issues, including, but not limited to abortion.  I have seen some “Christians” impose ideologies such as free market capitalism and war against Islamic nations and support of the former President and Republican Party agenda as tests of ones Christian faith and practice.  I wonder about that because I think it has gutted the witness of the church in the world. I guess tis makes me a liberal now.  Oh well…if I am I’m a liberal for Jesus.

So that is my story after being once again beaten up by some mindless drone who claims to be both a Christian and conservative.  I’m definitely a Christian, but cannot claim to be a conservative in the current topography of the political landscape.  As was the case in a Bloom County Comic strip back in the 1980s, Opus the Penguin was labled as a liberal, and the lable stuck. I guess I am a liberal now. Oh well…

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Baseball and Eschatology…the Cubs are the key

The Creed says that Jesus “will come again to judge the living and the dead.”  It doesn’t say how or when.  My hair brained theory says that it all comes down to baseball. My belief is that when the Chicago Cubs win the World’s Series that we’d better start looking to the East, and pronto.

I’m actually somewhat serious.  I have no emotional investment in the Cubs, I’m a San Francisco Giants fan who has a fondness for the Oakland A’s.  Willie Mays was and always will be the best baseball player who ever lived to me.  So I think that I can honestly say that I am impartial observer of this prophetic event. Last year I was actually somewhat concerned.  The Cubs were a favorite to reach the series and maybe win it. They appeared to have the best team in baseball and it was 100 years exactly since the last series that they won.  I was worried because as much as I believe that Jesus will come again, I have to confess that I’d prefer he wait until some following generation to do it.

One has to look at history and see all the disappointment that Cubs fans have suffered over the years.  Think of the times that the experts said it was the Cubs time.  Remember the playoff a few years back against the Marlins?  Up in the top of the 8th in game six and then everything fell apart shortly after the errant Cubs fan reached out and caught a foul ball that was almost in the glove of the Cub defender?  What about last year and the way the Cubs folded in the playoffs?  There has to be something to this.  It is too eerily similar to guys like Hal Lindsey and others who keep reading the headlines and predicting Jesus’ return, and when he doesn’t they have to look at the headlines again, wait for another crisis and write another book.  Those who follow them are like Cubs fans and are always disappointed when Jesus doesn’t come like their prophecy teacher said he would.

Thus, all this considered I must be right, there is a correlation between the Cubs and and eschatology.  I could be full of spit, but I think I have something here. In the W.P. Kinsella novel The Iowa Baseball Confederacy a young man ventures to the end of a rail spur and ends up transported back in time to 1908 to a place in Iowa where the Cubs were playing an exhibition against a team of local all stars.  The game took on mythic proportions, and not to spoil the book, which I highly recommend, it tells of cataclysmic and cosmological significance of the 1908 Cubs.

I’ll end here, but to those who expect the Cubs to win the World’s Series you’d better be careful what you ask for…when you are rejoicing that the Cubs finally have won, Jesus may come and spoil your parade.

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That they may be one…

The prayer of Jesus, that his people might be one and he and the Father are one is a prayer that becomes closer to my heart every day.  My experience of the Church is profoundly influenced by my life in the nether world of the military culture.  My world view is shaped by a blending of various Christian traditions,  mutual support and collaboration among believers of often radically different points of view. Because of the love, care and mentoring of people from a blend of different traditions I came to k now God and survived a tumultuous childhood with many moves.

As a historian I have been blessed to to study church history from the early Church Fathers to the present.  As I look to church history I find inspiration in many Christian traditions.  In fact rather being threatened by them I have become appreciative of their distinctiveness.  I think that there is a beauty in liturgy and stability in the councils and creeds of the Church.  At the same time the prophetic voice of evangelical preaching shapes me, not merely the salvation message, but the message of freedom embodied in the lives and sacrifice of men like William Wilberforce, Martin Luther King. and Desmond Tutu.  Likewise the prophetic message of the faith is demonstrated in the  ministry, writing and martyrdom of Dietrich Bonhoeffer and his contemporaries Martin Niemoller and Jesuit Father Rupert Meyer of Munich.  All who resisted and preached against the evils of Nazism.  Women like Teresa of Avila and St Catherine show me that women have a legitimate place of ministry and leadership in the Church.  The joy of music in many forms, from ancient hymns and psalter to modern works from around the world enliven the church.I have been shaped by the writings of  Hans Kung, Yves Congar, Jurgen Moltmann and Henry Nouwen.  I’ve been challenged by St Francis of Assissi, John Wesley and Martin Luther.  I am especially inspired by Pope John XXIII who’s vision brought about the Second Vatican Council.

My prayer  is that Christians can live in peace with one another and that we find ways to overcome the often very legitimate hurts, grievances and divisions of our 2000 year history.  Niether triumphalism nor authoritarianism  has a place in my understanding of Church. As a person who grew up in a very open and ecumenical environment I have lost any denominational parochialism that I might have had if I had become a pastor of a civilian parish instead of a chaplain.  I do see the providence of God in this, even the bishop who ordained me recognized that calling within the priesthood and never pushed me into parish ministry. Maybe he was afraid that I would be dangerous, God only knows. I believe that my environment has been a stronger influence in the way I think about ecumenical relations and ministry than my actual theology or ecclesiolgy.  Likewise I have grown weary of refighting theological debates that have divided the church for a thousand years.   I think I embody what the early Anglicans referred to as the via media, as somehow my lifeand ministry has been about building bridges at the intersections of faith with a wide diversity of people.  When I have tried to embrace traditionalism or choose to fight theological battles I have ended up tired, bitter and at enmity with other Christians. In a sense when I tried those paths I found that they didn’t work for me. I discovered that I was not being true to who God had created and guided my life, education and expereince.  My favorite theological debates have been with other chaplains over pints of good beer in German Gasthausen or Irish pubs.  Those were good times, we argued but we also laughed and always left as friends and brothers.  As I noted in my post Journeys I figure that the the first seven ecumenical councils work just fine and I really like Vatican II.  I believe since we are human that none of us will ever fully comprehend all of God or her truth.  I believe that the Holy Spirit, God’s gracious gift to her people will guide us into all Truth. For me my faith has become more about relationships and reconcilliation than in being right.

May God guide us into all truth and bring us all into communion.

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Journey’s

Jerry Garcia once made the comment that “it’s been a long strange trip.”  For me the rocker’s words go through me like a good classic rock guitar riff, kind of like those in the Eagle’s “Hotel California.”  My faith and life has been a strange trip.  Had anyone told me back when I graduated from college that I would be serving on active duty after 27 years and a Priest to boot, I would have asked them what they were smoking.  I think that God has a sense of humor. I would have never picked me for the job, if Paul was the least of the Apostle’s then I have to be one of the least of the Priests. Cool, that last one rhymed, you got to love that huh?

Anyway, I was talking to my shrink today about how my experience in Iraq has changed me and maybe how God herself has used it to get me where she wants me to be.  I have spent the last 27 years of “aiming high” to “be all that I can be” in something that is “not just a job but an adventure.”  God has allowed me to experience  cool stuff, see a lot of things, go to more cool places than other people ever get to go and meet really cool people around the world.

I have talked about PTSD in my blog.  I have it, but in some ways it is not a curse, despite its stigma.  My time in Iraq and what happened there as well as my return has been as much an occasion of grace, despite the many difficulties.

Before Iraq I spent endless hours in theological as well as political debates.  Since returning I find those things not quite as important as they once were.  When I tried to rejoin them I discovered that I couldn’t and that the endless barrage of hatred and negativity was causing me a lot of problems, both emotionally and spiritually.  As I backed off a bit see people, even those I have disagreement with to be people that God loves, except maybe when they cut me off in traffic or play for the Dodgers.  Even so I’m sure that God herself even loves bad drivers and Dodgers fans, because she is much more loving and gracious that I can ever be.

I have discovered an experience of God’s love in communitywith people who have the same passions that I have.  I am much less doctrinaire than I used to be.  My early writings in the 1990s had a hard edge that came across as I tried to outdo others in doctrinal correctness.  Since Iraq I’ve lost that edge.  Actually I have been slowly losing it for years after a couple of my articles drew fire from some former bishops in my church. I was banned me from publishing, a ban since lifted and forbidden to have contact with civilian priests in the diocese which I resided.  I remained faithful to my vows, endured both the bans silently while seeing those same men devastate the church and abandon it.  I now really understand Hans Kung, whose books led me to the Catholic faith proclaimed at the Second Vatican Council.

Since Iraq I have been taking personal and spiritual inventory in between periods of depression, anxiety, insomnia, chronic pain, rages and occasional paranoia.   Doing this I found that my relationship with  and love for Judy had deepened significantly.  I also discovered that the people I was closest to were those who had shared experiences of being in danger, under enemy fire and who like me had come back changed.

I discovered that sitting silently is often more valuable than having answers or trying to make up something to look like I know what I’m doing.  I’ve discovered the grace of God in the Sacraments of the Eucharist and Reconciliation and the value of kind words.  I’ve also discovered that I have limitations in what I can do and how far I can tpush myself.  Those limitations are not bad, they too are God’s gift to me.  What bothers me most now is religious or political thinking which presumes to be infallible or to know what God is saying in the absence of any clear word from God.   I am now comfortable in gray areas rather than a world of absolute black and white dualism.  Honestly for many years I needed that “black and white” world, so I have no condemnation for those who believe that way.  I have left that world, for better or worse, in both politics and religion. In doing so I am confident of the grace and love of God.  The prayer said by the Priest in the Roman Eucharistic rite at the end of the Lord’s Prayer has become a prayer of mine: “Deliver us Lord from every evil, and grant us peace in our day. In your mercy keep us free from sin and all anxiety as we wait in joyful hope for the coming of our Savior Jesus Christ.” A priest friend of mine actually adds “from every needless anxiety” to the prayer.

Yeah, I have my ups and downs. This last weekend after coming back from DC was pretty rough, but God promises to be with us with us and never leave us or forsake us.  So I guess that includes me too.

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Survivng Lent: Take advantage of the Feast Days

One of the keys to surviving Lent if you don’t do it well is to take advantage of “Feast Days.”  For those who don’t know what these are they include all Sundays in Lent as well as the feast of St Joseph husband of the Blessed Virgin Mary (19 March) and the Annunciation (25 March.) Holy or Maunday Thursday is also a feast day.  So what does this mean?  It means that you can eat and even drink so long as you are not drunk on your ass.  Now if you have given up something for Lent it doesn’t mean you can go ahead and do it, so be careful what you give up.  In practical terms this means if you are pretty strict in your Lenten observance that you can breathe a little easier.  Likewise as I have mentioned before there are other days that might qualify.  St Patrick’s day is one of them, while not a feast day in the US it is in Ireland. Since we are all Irish on St Patrick’s day we can claim it as a feast day.  Of course there are hard assed bishops who say this is a definite “no go” but I’ll bet if they had an outbreak of nasty snakes in their diocese that they wouls ask for St Patty’s help and allow the feast day.   Likewise my birthday which almost always falls in Lent can be a feast day for anyone willing to wish me well or buy me a beer. Baseball’s opening day certainly counts as a feast day, who can go without a hot dog or sausage on opening day?

On the personal side my PTSD has kicked my ass this weekend.  I was talking to a friend who also suffers it and we both can describe physical feelings associated with it.  One is what almost feels like a low voltage electrical current running through your body.  I woke up that way this morning after a sleepless and often terrifying night.  I had to medicate to get myself somewhat calm this morning.  This stuff is no joke.  There are studies to suggest that the traumas which cause PTSD actually shorts out or blows out circuits in the brain.  As we learn more about the physiology of the brain I am sure this will be borne out as further research is conducted.

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God in the Empty Places

This was written last year when I was doing a lot of soul searching and reflecting after Iraq. It was originally ran in my church’s online news service.  I post it here as i walk through this season of Lent in this time of worldwide turmoil. Please don’t forget those who serve in Iraq and Afghanistan, nor those who have served in prior wars. Especially those who who have reurned injured in mind, body or spirit and those who made the supreme sacrifice.

I have been doing a lot of reflecting on ministry and history over the past few months. While both have been part of my life for many years, they have taken on a new dimension after serving in Iraq. I can’t really explain it; I guess I am trying to integrate my theological and academic disciplines with my military, life and faith experience since my return.

The Chaplain ministry is unlike civilian ministry in many ways. As Chaplains we never lose the calling of being priests, and as priests in uniform, we are also professional officers and go where our nations send us to serve our Soldiers, Sailors, Marines and Airmen. There is always a tension, especially when the wars that we are sent to are unpopular at home and seem to drag on without the benefit of a nice clear victory such as VE or VJ Day in World War II or the homecoming after Desert Shield and Desert Storm.

It is my belief that when things go well and we have easy victories that it is easy for us to give the credit to the Lord and equally easy for others to give the credit to superior strategy, weaponry or tactics to the point of denying the possibility that God might have been involved. Such is the case in almost every war and Americans since World War Two have loved the technology of war seeing it as a way to easy and “bloodless” victory. In such an environment ministry can take on an almost “cheer-leading” dimension. It is hard to get around it, because it is a heady experience to be on a winning Army in a popular cause. The challenge here is to keep our ministry of reconciliation in focus, by caring for the least, the lost and the lonely, and in our case, to never forget the victims of war, especially the innocent among the vanquished, as well as our own wounded, killed and their families.

But there are other wars, many like the current conflict less popular and not easily finished. The task of chaplains in the current war, and similar wars fought by other nations is different. In these wars, sometimes called counter-insurgency operations, guerilla wars or peace keeping operations, there is no easily discernable victory. These types of wars can drag on and on, sometimes with no end in sight. Since they are fought by volunteers and professionals, much of the population acts as if there is no war since it does often not affect them, while others oppose the war.

Likewise, there are supporters of war who seem more interested in political points of victory for their particular political party than for the welfare of those that are sent to fight the wars. This has been the case in about every war fought by the US since World War II. It is not a new phenomenon. Only the cast members have changed.

This is not only the case with the United States. I think that we can find parallels in other militaries. I think particularly of the French professional soldiers, the paratroops and Foreign Legion who bore the brunt of the fighting in Indo-China, placed in a difficult situation by their government and alienated from their own people. In particular I think of the Chaplains, all Catholic priests save one Protestant, at the Battle of Dien Bien Phu, the epic defeat of the French forces that sealed the end of their rule in Vietnam. The Chaplains there went in with the Legion and Paras. They endured all that their soldiers went through while ministering the Sacraments and helping to alleviate the suffering of the wounded and dying. Their service is mentioned in nearly every account of the battle. During the campaign which lasted 6 months from November 1953 to May 1954 these men observed most of the major feasts from Advent through the first few weeks of Easter with their soldiers in what one author called “Hell in a Very Small Place.”

Another author describes Easter 1954: “In all Christendom, in Hanoi Cathedral as in the churches of Europe the first hallelujahs were being sung. At Dienbeinphu, where the men went to confession and communion in little groups, Chaplain Trinquant, who was celebrating Mass in a shelter near the hospital, uttered that cry of liturgical joy with a heart steeped in sadness; it was not victory that was approaching but death.” A battalion commander went to another priest and told him “we are heading toward disaster.” (The Battle of Dienbeinphu, Jules Roy, Carroll and Graf Publishers, New York, 1984 p.239)

Of course one can find examples in American military history such as Bataan, Corregidor, and certain battles of the Korean War to understand that our ministry can bear fruit even in tragic defeat. At Khe Sahn in our Vietnam War we almost experienced a defeat on the order of Dien Bien Phu. It was the tenacity of the Marines and tremendous air-support that kept our forces from being overrun.

You probably wonder where I am going with this. I wonder a little bit too. But here is where I think I am going. It is the most difficult of times; especially when units we are with take casualties and our troops’ sacrifice is not fully appreciated by a nation absorbed with its own issues.

For the French the events and sacrifices of their soldiers during Easter 1954 was page five news in a nation that was more focused on the coming summer. This is very similar to our circumstances today because it often seems that own people are more concerned about economic considerations and the latest in entertainment news than what is going on in Iraq or Afghanistan. The French soldiers in Indo-china were professionals and volunteers, much like our own troops today. Their institutional culture and experience of war was not truly appreciated by their own people, or by their government which sent them into a war against an opponent that would sacrifice anything and take as many years as needed to secure their aim, while their own countrymen were unwilling to make the sacrifice and in fact had already given up their cause as lost. Their sacrifice would be lost on their own people and their experience ignored by the United States when we sent major combat formations to Vietnam in the 1960s. In a way the French professional soldiers of that era have as well as British colonial troops before them have more in common with our force than the citizen soldier heroes of the “Greatest Generation.” Most of them were citizen soldiers who did their service in an epic war and then went home to build a better country as civilians. We are now a professional military and that makes our service a bit different than those who went before us.

Yet it is in this very world that we minister, a world of volunteers who serve with the highest ideals. We go where we are sent, even when it is unpopular. It is here that we make our mark; it is here that we serve our Soldiers, Sailors, Marines and Airmen. Our duty is to bring God’s grace, mercy and reconciliation to men and women, and their families who may not see it anywhere else. Likewise we are always to be a prophetic voice within the ranks.

When my dad was serving in Vietnam in 1972 I had a Sunday school teacher tell me that he was a “Baby Killer.” It was a Catholic Priest and Navy Chaplain who showed me and my family the love of God when others didn’t. In the current election year anticipate that people from all parts of the political spectrum will offer criticism or support to our troops. Our duty is to be there as priests, not be discouraged in caring for our men and women and their families because most churches, even those supportive of our people really don’t understand the nature of our service or the culture that we represent. We live in a culture where the military professional is in a distinct minority group upholding values of honor, courage, sacrifice and duty which are foreign to most Americans. We are called to that ministry in victory and if it happens someday, defeat. In such circumstances we must always remain faithful.

For those interested in the French campaign in Indo-China it has much to teach us. Good books on the subject include The Last Valley by Martin Windrow, Hell in a Very Small Place by Bernard Fall; The Battle of Dienbeinphu by Jules Roy; and The Battle of Dien Bien Phu- The Battle America Forgot by Howard Simpson. For a history of the whole campaign, read Street Without Joy by Bernard Fall. I always find Fall’s work poignant, he served as a member of the French Resistance in the Second World War and soldier later and then became a journalist covering the Nurnberg Trials and both the French and American wars in Vietnam and was killed by what was then known as a “booby-trap” while covering a platoon of U.S. Marines.

There is a picture that has become quite meaningful to me called the Madonna of Stalingrad. It was drawn by a German chaplain-physician named Kurt Reuber at Stalingrad at Christmas 1942 during that siege. He drew it for the wounded in his field aid station, for most of whom it would be their last Christmas. The priest would die in Soviet captivity and the picture was given to one of the last officers to be evacuated from the doomed garrison. It was drawn on the back of a Soviet map and now hangs in the Kaiser Wilhelm Memorial Church in Berlin where it is displayed with the Cross of Nails from Coventry Cathedral as a symbol of reconciliation. I have had it with me since before I went to Iraq. The words around it say: “Christmas in the Cauldron 1942, Fortress Stalingrad, Light, Life, Love.” I am always touched by it, and it is symbolic of God’s care even in the midst of the worst of war’s suffering and tragedy.

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Day one in DC: Hope springs eternal

I don’t know what is going on in the world.  I know that things are bad, millions of people losing  jobs and homes in this country, while millions of others around the world suffer disease, war, famine and a plethora of plagues.  But it seems to me  that people, especially in the media, a lot of politicians and pundits are just miserable people.  They inflict their misery on everyone else by taking a bad situation and spinning it to whatever horrible end that they envision, mostly bordering apocalyptic be they religious people or not.

There are some people who in their misery long for a time in the past when things were supposedly better.  It almost seems to be that some folks want the world to return to some pristine form that it once was. For some that is the 1940s or 1950s, some the 1550s.  I understand that, there is a certain amount of comfort that we derive from the past; yet nothing stays the same, at least not in the created realm.  Yet trying to recreate a past that often is mythologized we fail to live in the real world.   The Leisure Suit will never come back.

We visited Washington DC today and will as well tomorrow.  Today my Congressman, Nick Rahall (D-WV) helped set up a wonderful time at the Capitol, that included special courtesy by his staff who helped get us around.  It was wonderful, people were genuinely friendly.  I ran into Congressional Staffers, rode an elevater with someone I recognized as a Congressman but couldn’t think of the name, a General or two, tour guides and other citizens like us who were touring the Capitol and riding around on the Metro.  I was in my Service Dress Blues and people were complimentary and thanked me for my service.  A group of Vietnam Vets and their wives who had just been to Walter Reed to visit wounded service men and women were especially nice. People were courteous everywhere, when my 86 year old aunt tripped getting on a Metro a bunch of people came to her aid.    In spite of all the hate and discontent being spewed everywhere, people were overwhelmingly friendly.  As we toured the Capitol I got a sense of the specialness of our country.  We’ve survived invasions, a terrible Civil War, racism and segragation, good and bad economic times including a Great World Wide Depression and a couple of World Wars,  the threat of nuclear devastation in the Cold War.  We;ve survived some terrible Presidents, ineffective Congressess, bad Supreme Court Decisions, Robber Barons past and present, and we still go on.

I believe now that somehow we and the world will get through these times. Our visit to DC has reinforced that belief.  I believe that because I see good people who go about doing good.  Despite our flaws we are still a great country.  Yes things change and we are changing too, the USA has been changing for well over 200 years.   This was pretty cool, may God Bless and keep our country at peace.

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Bad weather and bad drviers

Well we finally got our winter weather here in Hampton Roads.  Not much by real winter standards considering other places I have lived.  I was lucky, or maybe blessed to be at the hospital when the storm hit.  I didn’t have to commute among the Kamikazes  making life miserable on the road for their unwitting targets.  There were hundreds of crashes out there today.

I personally think that a lot of drivers here can’t drive nails much less cars. Drivers here are among the worst I have ever seen and I am backed up by statistics and we regularly rank in the top ten worst traffic areas in the country.  I cut my teeth on LA freeways and the autobahns of Germany. I do know something about driving.  Ever since Iraq I am now hyper-vigilant and really alert in traffic.  This response has kept me out of a number of sporty situations.  Last fall when driving down a city street there was a car along side of me, in fact dead even with me who decided to turn right into my lane. I caught the knucklehead out of the corner of my eye and reacted like Jack Bauer. I swerved to my left, sped up, recovered while blowing my horn in alarm.  My erstwhile assailant  then honked his horn and flipped me off. I patently returned his gesture of affection and love with a few choice colorful euphemisms about his questionable parentage and possible incestuous relationships with members of his family.  Now I do have to say that does go on my list of things that I had to mention in confession.  I once asked a priest “if they deserved it is it still a sin?” He told me yes, even though there might be mitigating factors. All kidding aside my work in a major urban trauma center allowed me to see the results in dead and mangled people who either died or were maimed by folks like these.  It’s no fun to sit with a mother and father and tell them that their kid is dead because of other people’s reckless driving.

I made a conscious decision many years ago not to put a Jesus fish or any other identification on my car that might identify me as a Christian.  I’m not ashamed of my faith, I just don’t want God getting the blame for my bad temperament on the road toward drivers like the aforementioned errant child of God.  It does really chafe my hide when I get passed by someone doing about 85-90 mph weaving down the freeway without signalling all the while yacking on their non-hands free cell phone with their Jesus fish and personalized “God” license plates standing out for all to see.  I wish some of them would hide their light under a bushel when they drive rather than letting everyone see that they really don’t care how bad that they make God and the church look.  I know that God can take care of Herself and the church has enough problems without our beloved brethren and sisteren displaying callous disregard for the rest of humanity as they drive. So my appeal to my errant brethren is if you choose to drive in such a manner, please take off the bumper stickers, Jesus fish and change your personalized plates.

This aside, I do know that God does love those that I have pointed out.  I just pray that he will not give them a car or drivers license in heaven.

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Smile as a Sacrament

In Andrew Greeley’s Bishop Blackie Ryan mystery “The Archbishop in Andalusia” the character Bishop Blackie makes a comment after celebrating Mass in the cathedral at Seville. He said “Every sacramental encounter is an evangelical occasion. A smile warm and happy is sufficient. If people return to the pews with a smile, its been a good day for them. If the priest smiles after the exchanges of grace, it may be the only good experience of the week.”  (The Archbishop in Andalusia p.77)

Today I had the wonderful privilege of sharing the Eucharistic celebration with the small congregation here at Portsmouth Naval Medical Center.  It was a joy, even for a Lenten Mass.  In fact, though I had already been at the hospital close to 29 hours I was highly energized.   I preached about making sure that what we give up for Lent or what we add to our discipline is something that we do which will cause us to love God and serve our neighbor better. Likewise doing those things that help us to live joyful lives. It was really cool.  Then as we celebrated the joy of the Eucharist and I distributed the blessed Sacrament I was, as I most always do now, share that smile as I looked at each person who came to me.  We even had a number of patients, one even in a wheelchair, brought  down by her nursing staff.  There were a lot of smiles today, so I suppose by Blackie Ryan standards it was very successful.  The rest of the day has been filled with cool encounters, sharing smiles and sharing tears with patients, families and staff.

As I noted in a previous post, my goal this Lent is to be joyful to as much of an extent as my often cynical and jaded personality will allow.  This was a good start for me too.  Pray for me a sinner!

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